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Update on my Honey....

3/13/2017

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I’ve been a bit of a no show.  Honey had a scary spell last week and I’ve been trying to keep her restful to prevent another episode.  I’ve never been more frightened. She passed out, her tongue turned purple and her gums pale. I really thought she died.  Moments before she was excited and jumped up and down for a pick-me-up when a friend popped by the shop.  By the time she was in her arms her blood pressure was dropping.  Her head slowly arced upwards, her nose pointing to the ceiling and she let out a howl that chilled me to the bone.   I took my baby from my friend as she went limp and all I could think was that I’m not ready to lose my girl. 

She was lifeless but then started coming around and all I could think to do was to give her water so I used a syringe to put it into her mouth.  She came around more and her tongue slowly turned to pink.  When I could feel that her limbs regained strength, I put her on the floor and she went to her water dish and drank it dry. 

Anyway, this was the second time this happened and I’m not sure how many chances are ahead or if the next one will be the last.  We’re living one day at a time she and I, sometimes on pins and needles, other times cuddling and floating on a cloud.  I’m not sure what’s going through her mind or if they know when they are dying, sometimes she looks at me with very sad, big eyes.  We can’t begin to understand how they think and you know what they say about assuming. 

I still plan to take her to work but she’s now up on the desk where she won’t jump up and down.  All that gets a workout is her tongue when she’s petted.  I researched it on the net and talked to the vet.  Even squatting for a poop and the light straining involved can bring one of these episodes on.  So I am trying to live in a stress free environment, no barking is allowed and no play.  I hope to keep things together until Thursday when daddy gets home and that is going to be a challenge.  The only thing more exciting for Honey than me and ball is daddy.  I’m going to have to squeeze her tight so she doesn’t jiggle and squirm into unconsciousness, hand her over without her feet  touching the ground and he’ll have to hold her tight until she settles.  She normally loses her mind when she first sees him, jumping, crying and licking frantically so it will be difficult to contain that kind of excitement.  I’ll bet he wishes I was that thrilled at his homecoming!  Seeing him after a few months away is more like sliding into a comfortable pair of slippers and having an ahhhh moment. 

I’ve been pent up in the house a lot and it’s been difficult. When it’s a forced confinement it wreaks havoc on my mind and I’m torn between trying to relax at home and feeling guilty for not being at the shop.  I taught a beginner class on Saturday and although I dreaded going to the shop it was the best medicine ever as the women were great and the class was seamless.  The night before had been difficult, up every hour with Honey and I cried a bunch so my eyes were swollen and sore. By the end of the class my eyes felt better and the dark cloud over my head dissipated.  Being home isn’t as comforting as it sounds when the air is filled with sadness and deepens with every breath.     

I’m just about to go outside and bring in firewood for the snowstorm coming tomorrow.  Every time it snows I always think this will be Honey’s last winter; her last time to play in the snow.  A friend suggested I start a journal on Honey, recording all the fun little things she does, her personality traits and my thoughts about her.  I had forgotten I did this for Louis shortly after he passed and it was a comfort to read later because it is so easy to forget those little things that make them so special to us.   
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So I have to get to work piling wood and cleaning the yard.  Now that most of the snow from the last storm is gone I can pick up all the clutter from a garbage bag that was ripped apart from the wind.  Then later this afternoon get at those piles of laundry that grow like bad weeds.  I need to show hubby, while in his absence, I was doing more than massaging my backside with the sofa cushions.  I’ll be so happy to see him.  Once he gets home we will share the ups and downs of Honey’s life and care and she and I will feel less alone....
22 Comments
Pam Watkins
3/13/2017 02:20:58 pm

It is wonderful to have them in our lives and oh so very hard when they are sick and we might lose them. I like your friends idea of writing about your baby, I understand how you are feeling but the joy they bring is so special.

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Della
3/13/2017 02:21:36 pm

Aww Christine, that brought a tear to my eye! Our pets mean so much to us, sigh.

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Janet
3/13/2017 02:22:12 pm

Sick/aging/dying pets are as much a stress on the human psyche as people.Good luck with everything.

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Sherry
3/13/2017 02:22:42 pm

Thinking of you and Honey

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Barbara
3/13/2017 02:34:41 pm

Sending love, and gentle hugs.

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Joan
3/13/2017 02:34:57 pm

Did you ask the vet if she is suffering? That's what I did when my Brinkley had the same symptoms as your Honey. He said "yes" as he is struggling to breath...and it was extremely uncomfortable, and scary for him to go through what your Honey seems to be doing. He suggested I say goodbye and put him at peace with no more struggle and that it was time. The other alternative which is worse, was to find him "gone" when I got home or not around him and he would pass on alone. I didn't want that. I let him go and the vet said I did the right thing.... the humane thing. Brinkley was 14yrs old. I know your pain. Sometimes we have to make the decision for what is best for our furry kids and not us. I'll pray for you and the strength to do what's best for you and Honey. God bless you and your little sweet Honey.

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Christine
3/13/2017 02:48:51 pm

Yes, I know what you mean. Right now Honey isn't in any pain. Her lungs are clear and she is breathing deeply. When her lungs fill up is another story but right now we have regulated the diuretic so they have been clear. Once those pills cease to work I would never let her suffer. I really do hope she has a heart attack in her sleep, the easy way for her to slip just away....I dread having to find the strength to make that difficult decision.

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Joan
3/14/2017 08:11:32 pm

I know.... I pray she comes to a peaceful end with you close by.

Kim
3/13/2017 02:58:52 pm

My heart breaks reading this. It's so hard when they are sick and they can't tell you how they feel. She knows she is safe and loved and that's really all we can do. Hugs

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Lucy Richard
3/13/2017 03:27:52 pm

Oh Christine, I hope Honey has an easier time, it is so hard to see them sick like that. They are our babies.
Keep us posted if you can.
Sending a cyber hug.
Lucy

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Norma
3/13/2017 03:27:55 pm

My thoughts are with you and Honey, and sending my love to you both.

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Elaine
3/13/2017 03:28:35 pm

So, so hard! Feel ur pain,,, love our furry family,,, thinking of you,,,

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Frieda
3/13/2017 03:30:00 pm

That was a heart-wrenching blog Christine but so important for you to write. Your Honey is your soul dog, as is my toy poodle Maggie. A month ago, Maggie had to have both eyes removed due to painful things going on including cataracts and glaucoma. It was one of the most difficult decisions to make. But now, a month later, she is healed, happy and back to her normal loving, enthusiastic self. Since she has been blind for three years, the surgery has made no difference to her and her routine. Maggie and I wish all the best for you and your precious Honey. Hold her tight and write your journal, that's great advice.

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Vicki
3/13/2017 03:42:31 pm

A very difficult time for you, your hubby and of course Honey. Prayers of comfort coming your way.

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Lois
3/13/2017 04:01:56 pm

I sure know how you feel. We are still dealing with our poor old 16 year old cat who has kidney failure. There is no more they can do for her. We're just keeping her comfortable. She is not in pain but we know the end is near too. My heart and prayers are with you and your family. It is always hard when you love them soooo very much. Take care of yourself too. ❤❤❤❤❤

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Glenna
3/14/2017 03:53:21 am

I am so sorry that Honey is not doing well....it is so heart breaking to lose a loved one, we lost Bailey 2 days before Christmas and we are still finding it hard to move forward....lots of hugs to you and Honey!!

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Trish
3/14/2017 06:09:34 am

It's so hard because our fur babies don't understand. Relish the time you have.
Love and light your way.

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Brenda
3/14/2017 06:10:13 am

Sending a big hug to you and Honey (( ))

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Carolyn
3/14/2017 06:10:47 am

Prayers....

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Connie
3/14/2017 06:11:32 am

So difficult. Hopefully Honey will be fine.

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Jackie
3/14/2017 01:19:02 pm

This saddens me to hear what you are both going through.

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Andre
3/15/2017 04:58:35 pm

Christine, it breaks my heart for what both you and Honey are going through. I was in your shop the end of January and she was the first one to greet me at the door. While I always love visiting your shop, she made it just that more special that day. There is one thing I know for certain, the love and care you give to Honey and and the rest of the gang is a beautiful testament to how our fur babies should be cared for. I cry when I read your posts about Honey, but know there is a large network of your Hooking fan club that will support you through this anxious time. Take care.

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